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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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7:14 pm - Bunch of Quizzes
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Your Seduction Style: The Charmer |
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! |
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You Are A Romantic Realist |
You are more romantic than 50% of the population.
You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends! |
current mood:  amused
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| Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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10:31 pm - How I'm feeling...
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“…it’s better to be hated for who you are rather than to be loved for who you are not
“You’re never sorry when you’re in love…”
“The farthest distance is not separated by life and death… nor by the place…. But when I stand in front of you and you don’t know that I Love You…”
Shit… I’m hopelessly confused… Roar… Hehe J
current mood:  contemplative
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| Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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7:00 pm
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"Rent"
Which Broadway Musical Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
My icon says it all: "I've gotta get outta here!!!"
Another stupid boring day. I'm so sick of high school...sobra. And most of all, I'm sick of living my life. Actually, it's not my life anymore, because it's already owned by my parents. I do the same things everyday (don't really want to expound on this one). Sigh
I want to live my life the way I want it to. But, my parents are always there to block my path. I want to be free... I really have an adventurous spirit...but, it's locked up inside because of, who else?! Damn talaga!!! I want to get away...far away as possible from everything around me. I'm sick of this atmosphere that's choking me endlessly...
No exact words can describe how I'm feeling right now...
current mood:  aggravated
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| Monday, November 1st, 2004
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12:47 am - Does this answer my question?
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*Lol* Does this mean I'm really...?!? Nah... NO WAY...
current mood: contemplative
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| Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
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10:59 pm - What Happened....
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October 24, 2004: Sunday
Family Day!!! We won!!! We are the champions!!! Me so Happy!!! Hehe... Everyone thinks that our dance is totally awesome! (Jc Intal for example..)
Anyway, Carlo came...I'm so touched honestly. He came all the way from Makati just to see me. He's so sweet grabe... halos langgamin na ako sa mga pinagsasasabi ni gago. PDA raw kami...but we're not. OKAY?!? We're not having PDA for God's sake! Ganun lang talaga siya...very playful. Anyway, the rest is just between him and I. Walang malisya please...tinatamad lang ako magtype :D
OMG!!! Jc Intal was there! He's so HOT!!! When I saw him, we were already preparing ourselves for the entrance and even though i wasn't wearing my glasses, I can see his "hotness"...huhu... *whew* But still, Ian Thorpe is the hottest man alive. *lol*
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) 3sa you're so bad! Hmpf! Well, at least JC knows I exist! *lol* Joke lang... :D I'm known as "Carlo's girlfriend". Eew...for heaven's sake...it'll never (and I mean N-E-V-E-R) happen. I don't know why...but I want Carlo as a bestfriend, not as a boyfriend. I like Carlo... but I don't like him the way I used to... Hindi na siya ganun kagrabe.
Carlo went home at around 5pm. And after the family day...hindi na niya ako tinatantanan. Honestly, medyo nagsasawa na ako. Lagi nalang! When he wakes up, he texts me. Before he goes to school, while he's in school, before and after training, before and after he goes home, and before he sleeps, he texts me. Grabe talaga. Anyway, I'm quite flattered. Hehe.
And by the way, my "Ultimate Wrath of Jealousy" worked. I pulled it off successfully! Oh, sweet vengeance. *lol*
The rest is history... *shhh...*
October 26, 2004: Tuesday
Joan said sorry... Livica said sorry... I appreciate it really. Sana nga lang hindi pilit un. Basta. Friends na... I don't want fights anymore.
That's it... tinatamad na talaga ako.
Btw, nagaway nanaman kami ni Carlo. Lalang.
Baboosh! :D
current mood: bitchy
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| Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
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11:58 pm - Ian Thorpe is the HOTTEST MAN ALIVE
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My title says it all... Ian Thorpe is sooo mega H-O-T!!! *melting*hyperventilating*palpitating*
( See What I Mean... )
Grabe na 'to!!! Is it hot here or what?! Haha. I even changed my icon for the sake of my Ian Thorpe. :D
IAN THORPE IS HOOOOOOT!!!
current mood:  flirty
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9:20 pm - Tomorrow's DancePro Day
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Shit man. Tomorrow’s our dance production! I don’t know exactly how I’m feeling. Basta, excited of course. Anyway, I still have to prepare the stuff that I need for tomorrow:
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Complete costume (blouse, headband, palda, earrings)
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Rosary
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P75 for interaction and P65 for Kalaw
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Hair spray, gel and elastics
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toiletries (according to joytoy)
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towel (according to joytoy again)
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Carlo (*ahem* pakana ni joytoy)
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Black cycling shorts
I think that's all. Anyway, I still have to talk to people and then fix my things.
Kaya natin 'to IV-6! 'Cause we rock!!! Totally!
"God, grant US the serenity to accept the things WE cannot change, the courage to change those that WE can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
GO IV-6!!!
current mood:  indescribable
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| Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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5:39 pm - Proud to be a IV-6
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It’s only 2 more days to go before our Family Day. We have been practicing our asses out for weeks for our presentation on that day. I am really worried and pessimistic about the entire thing…until our run-through this afternoon. OMG! We rock!!! I could actually feel the exhilaration surging through me as we were dancing. I couldn’t actually elucidate how I’m feeling right now. Thrill. Worry. Happiness. Disappointment. Pride. Fear. Satisfaction. Everything’s mixed up! I can’t even organize my thoughts. All I can say is: I’m proud to be a part of my class – IV-6. (I love you guys...promise.<3)
Our dance, as they and we say, totally rocks and is actually the best of all. I’m not being biased here…that’s the truth. But still, I'm not expecting anything, even like winning the 3rd place. I might be disappointed once again (as what happened last year. Many say that our dance was the best. But we didn't win anything at all). Even though we don't win this year, I'm proud that we did our best and that we have the best dance...only that the judges don't know how to judge well that's why we lost. Anyway, I'm so happy that I even forgot my anger towards my mom because of what we fought about last night: money. Hay nako! Don't want to bring my anger back...for now, I hate her. I even forgot our stupid play, our fucking quiz in religion, and all those other bad omen.
I'm so excited... Not only because ***l* has a chance to come and see me..but, most of all, because my class will dance towards winning...
I'm so proud of IV-6. I'm so proud being a part of it. I love you guys so much...
Whatever happens...we still rock! Woohoo!!!
Good luck tomorrow in our dry-run! God bless!
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change those that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
P.S. I read a quotation this afternoon. I don't know who wrote it. Anyway, it's so nice that I want to share it with you:
"...it's better to be hated for what you are,
than to be loved for what you are not..."
current mood:  hopeful
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| Monday, October 18th, 2004
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8:38 pm - Blah
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God. Another uber boring Monday.
Earlier this day, we went to our separate communities. Mine was TWH (Tahanang Walang Hagdan). I went there with lia_24601, paula_12, Shobe, Rox, Evita, Angel, Gladz, Princess Aika, Nigui, Clang, and other people from other section. I was so bored and not really in the mood to interact with the differently abled people there. But, I enjoyed where I was destined anyway. This time, Nigui and I were in the woodworks, instead of the medicine thing – we painted woodcrafts from 10:00 AM-12:00 PM. Afterwards, we ate lunch, talked a little, waited for the arrival of the bus (which usually came late…what’s new?), and left at, I think, 1:00 PM. We arrived in STC at 2:00 PM; then rehearsals for dancepro were next. By the way, on our way there, we talked about different things…but the one that I couldn’t really forget was our uhmm…”sex talk” (Thanks to Evita…the pasimuno with her “Strawberry Field Test” and “Roller Coaster Test”)
( My Strawberry Field Test Results )
I’m not really sure with the “Roller Coaster Test.” Anyhow, I wouldn’t ever have PMS. I was traumatized with pregnancy and most especially with childbirth. Sheesh! Gross man! We watched a live childbirth…the mommy’s *ahem* dilating…the baby coming out…and bloody hell with that placenta!!! Parang may alien na lumalabas sa vagina ng mommy!!! F-R-E-A-K-Y!!!!
Our dismissal was 4:00 PM. When I got home, I slept from 5:00 PM- 7:00 PM. Memorized my lines for sagutang diyalogo in Pinoi (damn Pinoi). But that doesn’t stop there. I still have to do my Eco Homework (damn Eco…ngayon pala ‘yun…I thought it is for tomorrow), PALIHAN notebook (damn PALIHAN notebooks..as if I am able to learn something when answering the guide questions)…and ‘yun lang ata. Kaya ko ‘to!
I was mad last night with somebody. Somebody didn’t call me…somebody didn’t even text me that somebody wouldn’t call. I never learn that somebody promises everything but gives nothing. Tanga kasi ako eh… Oh well… By the way, I’m not expecting somebody to fulfill somebody’s promise that somebody would go on our field day… Shit. Gulo ko…haha.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change those that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”</span>
current mood:  blah
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| Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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8:42 pm - An Ordinary Sunday...
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I just got home. And by the way…”someone” will call me later. *winks*
Finally! Nakabawi ako ng tulog ngayong araw na ‘to. I practically did nothing the whole day except sleep. I never felt so rejuvenated! When I woke up, my dad asked me if I wanted to go to IceMonster. We went there, had a blueberry and peaches with marshmallow teaser. Afterwards, we went to National Bookstore and I bought two new books:
o “Bakit Baliktad Magbasa ng Libro ang mga Pilipino?” by Bob Ong
o “Eleven Minutes” by Paulo Coelho
The novel by Bob Ong is pretty funny, though I couldn’t understand some of the Tagalog terms there. Haha. Isang kabaliintunaan ‘di ba? Pilipina ako pero hindi ko maintindihan sarili kong wika. Hehe. “Eleven Minutes” is something that “explores the sacred nature of sex and love”… I guess it’s something nice to read. I’m not about the sex thing okay? So, don’t get me wrong. Speaking of sex, when I was in elementary, I read an erotic trilogy written by Anne Rice. (I forgot her pen name in that novel) Anyway, I was really grossed out because of the explicit details written there. It was something about Sleeping Beauty. But this time, she wasn’t actually saved to live happily ever after. Instead, she was turned into a sex slave! Oh. And by the way, before her so-called “Prince Charming” gave her the “kiss of life” he raped her…(sa book, may matching descriptions pa yun kung paano niya ni-rape si Beauty) Grabe talaga. I think it was re-released this year with a new cover. I think the title’s “Escape to Eden”…I can’t remember exactly, sorry! So, if you folks would like to read the most erotic thing you’ve ever read, I suggest you find that book…let’s see if you wouldn’t be sick of sex. Harhar. I became sick of sex because of that. Every page is full of R-30 contents! For God’s sake… :D I finished it though…teehee.
Tomorrow’s another day of classes. Anyway, PALIHAN lang naman…no big deal. I’ll be going to Tahanang Walang Hagdan. I was bored the first time we went there earlier this school year because I did nothing except, pack medicines for 3 hours! Ang masaya lang doon, airconditioned ang room. (Heehee…I remember Salao’s term = “airconized”)
By the way, I was hurt this afternoon by my “bestfriend”…unintentionally though. It feels like she’s leaving me out from her life. Bakit ba ganoon? Whenever she has new set of friends, iniiwanan na niya ako. She doesn’t even bother to text me nowadays…kahit isa man lang. Parang kapag ako na ittext niya, parati na lang wala na siyang load or she’s saving her load. Pero kapag ibang tao…okay! Walang tigil sa kakapindot ng telepono niya. L How sad… It’s like, it’s okay with her that I’m not there anymore…she doesn’t even miss me. And guess what?! Even though we live at the same house, we don’t talk at all. Grr… O kaya, baka naman mega-sensitive nanaman ako… Ewan.
How I wish life is much more simple. Life is already too complicated nowadays. I hate what technology brings most of the time. It brings nothing but corruption, violence, hatred, war, etc. Nakakainis talaga… I don’t want to expound on this anymore…sumasakit lang ulo ko.
Hay… I’m losing hope again… L They say that prayer is your only hope… is it really? By the way, I remember the sermon of the priest this afternoon during mass. It was something about prayer…I liked the message a lot.
( What Prayer Is... )
Anyway, I have to go…
current mood:  disappointed
current music: Pagsibol
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11:59 am - Grrr....
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Damn it! I can’t fix my background!!! 3sa...HEEEEELP!!!
current mood: cranky
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11:25 am - Weeehh!!!
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Weeeh!!! Once again, I'm hooked with this online journal thing. I'd like to have a new one actually. But, with the help of 3sa , I was convinced to use my old and not so updated livejournal. *sighs* I'd like to type here everything I experienced this summer...and the first months of my school year, but it's too long and I'm so sick and tired to talk about it. And by the way 3sa, I hid my entry last night…it might stir up some reactions..</span>
I wasn't able to have a decent sleep last night because of my goddamn insomnia. It sucks man! I have dark circles around my eyes already!!! Eew...hehe. Oh well...epekto 'yan ng STC. *curses* When I graduate, I'll never go back to STC unless there are important matters to attend to. Actually, I'm not even proud to be Theresian. I even like to burn it down..hehe. *grins evilly*
You know, it seems like everyone has someone special. My cousins have their own love life. They always have this certain glow of happiness whenever I’m around them. Honestly, I’m jealous of them. I’d also like to have my own decent love life. But, it seems that every guy I meet is a jerk. Like *ahem*. Grr… He’s a total jerk. An asshole. A liar. A “booger” (hehe). But, whenever I hear his voice or even with a mere “hello” from him, the feeling of hatred suddenly evaporates. I fall again…foolishly. GRR… foolish heart, hear me calling…stop before you start falling…foolish heart heed my warning, you’ve been wrong before…don’t be wrong anymore…
Haha… I suddenly got mushy. Ewan ko.. my thoughts are discombobulated right now. So, if ever you could see disorganized stuff up there, forgive me…
[6 more days to go... *snickers*]</span></span>
current mood: indescribable
current music: Foolish Heart
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| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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10:47 pm - Kilig...
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La lang... I felt so happy 'coz my husband (aka Nyoy Volante..nyuk.nyuk!) was on Wave89.1!!! His voice was soo.... haay... grabe!!!! I was melting already!!! La lang... I felt happy...
current mood:  giggly
current music: "Tanggap Ko" - Nyoy Volante and Mannos
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8:15 pm - Wala lang...
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My subject again is "Wala lang..." haay...
Anyway, lia_24601 had just informed me that they - the 4M Atenean boys - have "asked" for our numbers.. Oh really now. Not that I'm pessimistic or something...It's just to hard to believe that they actually asked for our numbers. Hello?!? They even thought of us as kids!!! Grrr... Haha. Anyway, doesn't matter. At least they have our numbers na di ba?!?!? Haha. (faints..just kidding. hehehe)
Grrr... My mom is such a piss off!!!! Grrr!!!! I hate her as of now... pero I know I will cool down very very soon... GRRRR!!!!
Anyway, lia_24601 asked me to ask C.M. if we could have soiree with their class. I'm not so sure... Hiya pa ako eh... Hehe...
Is it possible to have a crush on someone you have not seen personally? Hmm...
So Help Me God... Please!!!!
current mood: infuriated
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| Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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11:28 am - Ang Cute...
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This is sooo cool... I would also like to make it my icon... Sorry... thanks!!! Hehe...
current mood: crappy
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| Saturday, February 21st, 2004
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12:25 pm - Whoa...
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Tuesday: February 17, 2004
Today is the of our interview: second screening for candidacy. I wasn't prepared for it actually. Honestly, I have forgotten about it!!! Even though I asked lia_24601 last night about it. I wasn't very nervous before the interview...not until the time for the interview!!! It was nerve wracking!!! Grabe!!! But I went through it just fine... at least I think I did.
They said that the hardest interview goes to the candidates for presidents and the vice-presidents. One of them even cried. They said it would squeeze your brains out. I never expected that DManiac would ask something that's very straight (without getting horny and all that..haha..I'm mean).
Well.. I think I did my best.. so just help me God.
Thursday: February 19, 2004
My term paper in pinoi was passed yesterday, which was before the deadline by the way. Haha...yabang. Well, anyway. Today is cramming day for religion project. I changed my project 3 times!!!
( The 3-time Change )
I changed it 'coz I don't feel what I'm doing. When it happens to be like that, my project becomes worthless. But I can't change it anymore! I'm cramming. By the way, this project sucks!!!
>Friday: February 20, 2004
We went to Manila Zoo. That zoo improved so much. The cages aren't that dirty anymore. And the food wasn't that bad either! Actually, I love the P13 soft ice cream there!!! Full of marshmallows, sprinkles, and choco syrup. I had two servings of that.
It was a good thing that me and Tadzb don't have a child to take care of. But, actually, we had 48 students plus 19 kids to look after!!! Shocks... I never thought that being a PALIHAN team leader is also hard. Me and Tadz were so worn out! I even finished my crammed Religion project there! Haha. Still, I enjoyed it. Even though I've seen those animals before... I missed it actually.
Today is our soiree with 4M Ateneo. I lied to my parents about it. I told them that I'm going to Solo's birthday party. Haha. I'm such a good liar. They believed it actually. My mom, she's such a contrabida. She always thinks that I'm going to get pregnant and marry early. Hello? I even don't want to have a boyfriend! Grr... Obviously, she doesn't trust me.
Anyway, the soiree was fun. I liked them better than those Claretians (hehe...true!). But I think they see us as kids not their age. Well, we are younger than them actually. I think they're 17-18 years old. Well, doesn't matter.
I didn't get to know all their names 'coz most of them came late. There was a guy there I like. He was the red guy...again, red. Every guy wearing color red is so appealing. Nyak. Haha. Anyway, he's name daw is Ares.
( The Guys that I knew )
Anyway... hope that Neil would text me. Same with Solo.
current mood:  bouncy
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| Monday, February 16th, 2004
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10:09 pm - Waha...this is something...
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Now this is something else...haha. Honestly, I am beginning to like taking these types of tests... By the way, I think I "like" someone...that belongs to someone else... Haay... Is that bad? :(
current mood: pessimistic
current music: "That Boy is Mine" - Brandy and Monica
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1:11 pm - My Life
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current mood:  worried
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| Sunday, February 15th, 2004
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4:24 pm - Effects of boredom and procrastinating
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What Psych-Ward do you belong to?
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You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla
[Right...hehe]
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You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.
What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
brought to you by Quizilla
[Aiun eh...hehe]
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3:30 pm - Yehey!!! I have a long weekend...
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Wow!!! Ang sarap magwala!!! Haay... Everything was so much fun! Well, except for the part that the claretians were there. Actually, it's okay...but I was irritated that they were there.. AGAIN! Wala lang...medyo nasasawa na ako eh. Hehe... I'm such a bad person. And again, they were like wallpapers there, doing nothing, just standing. Grr... And finally!!! Tapos na rin "un"... and I feel so fine! Medyo annoyed pa rin... nangungulit eh. Grr..hehe :) Thanks Lia for telling that person!!! :)
Well anyway, everything was cool. The band of Gaby Valenciano performed and the Gaby wasn't the leading act. Nasa isang sulok lang siya at nagpopokpok ng kanyang drums. Hehehe. But there was a cute guy in their band and it was the guitarist. He was wearing a red shirt (my fave color by the way) and he rocks!!! Wala lang...
I got home that night around 12:00 am? Actually, may lakad pa sana eh..kaso, my parents didn't allow me anymore..wala daw kasi magsusundo. Hehe....
P.S.: There was this "lavapalooza" along Roxas Blvd. wherein couples are invited to break the record of most number of people kissing in one place...and according to that show, they did. 10,000+ couples were there... Hehe. They kissed at 12am of valentine's day. Lovers nga naman oo...
Valentine's day is here once again and I'm single and happy! May singles out there are moping around because they don't have dates. Hello? I think it's much better to be young and single...carefree ka with all those "love hassles" right?
I did nothing the whole day. I watched movies about love etc. Hehe. And that night, my entire family went to church, ate dinner at Shantung, went jamming at Spice Island with my aunt's pamangkin - Lloyd Umali. He was cool, has greeaat voice, looks so much younger than his actual age, and he is the descendant of the great Filipino composer - Restie Umali. After that, we went to Friends for a while and went home at around 1:30 am.
What a day... nothing happened.
Yes!!! No classes tomorrow!!! Yahoo!!! Still, there are requirements to be done. Haay...
I watched Pocahontas few hours ago..and it still touched my heart. Sobrang nakaka-kilig!!!! Haay... I began to wish that life is simple... As simple as theirs... Life is too much complicated that it begins to be a pain everywhere!!! That's why one of my current mottos is: Life sucks no matter what... Haha. What a pessimistic point of view. Pero it's true, right guys? Still, no matter how "sucky" it is, we must never ever give up. A follow-up motto for that one: As long as there's breath in my body, hope remains.... Ohhh haaa!!!! Hehe...
And by the way, we have a soiree with 4-M of ateneo this saturday!!! La lang...Hehe...
current mood: blah
current music: "Hero" - Mariah Carey (aiun eh...hehe)
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